One time during class my drama/english teacher, who’s a devout vegan and all about not killing animals, accidentally stepped on a ladybug. He froze up and slowly cradles it in his hand and he was so heartbroken and started quoting Hamlet.
I didn’t have the heart to tell him that it was a red m&m.
One of my dogs died last night so I didn’t go to Korean class this morning bc I spent all night talking on the phone with my mom and trying to comfort her. I didn’t realize I would become this emotional when he finally passed away. He was old and I had to secretly wanted it to happen while I was gone but now I regret it. I regret not being able to him before he died. I regret not being there as he took his last breath. I regret not being there for my mom as she lost her best friend.
I’m sorry if I am being insensitive to other people’s feelings at the moment. Please forgive me for any mean comments I say in the next few days. I have never done well with grief and I can’t control my emotions at all. I’m sorry.